Darkness is a minds creation of giving up on solidifying purity of peace. Desire to change ones ways; starts at the beginning. A beginning is as encompassing as the ending of the path one tends to walk.
Imperfection of darkness lays in the foundation one gathers through an array of opinions; one acquires these opinions from a lifetime of giving in to the "experts." these who pronounce themselves experts, are simply con artists who enjoy twisting and bending form of natural laws.
Instead of listening to oneself, one choose to pay close attention to the mainstream flow of "professional thoughts," While these could improve the path one chooses to follow; it does not guarantee that one will find what they seek.
It is like having a construction worker without his box of tools. One cannot build a foundation, without ones own engagement into their own thoughts.
Remember everything starts at the beginning as a beginning is the middle and the middle is the beginning. The end is simply the combination of beginning and the middle.
Do not listen to me. As my thoughts are my own. And my experiences are mine as well. Gain and find your own thoughts, experiences, and you will find whatever that is you seek!
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I just did Standing Meditation and this is the results:
First attempt at Standing Meditation:
The first 4 1/2 min I had both of my right/left arms burning, felt like fire/energy flowing throughout my body.
My right/left leg was also burning; especially my feet.
Second Attempt at Standing Meditation:
I did it for 5 min this time and this is what happened:
My right/left arm burned even more, but this time they started to get sweaty.
My right/left leg was burning too, but this time it moved into my thighs as well.
I continued breathing and focusing on my breath.
I was relaxed.
My body felt relaxed and light.
I closed my eyes the second time and I looked and felt like I saw energy flowing through my fingers.
Maybe not, but it sure felt like it was.
Like seeing the hidden energy many books/people/masters and others speak about.
Notes:
As I am typing this, my hands are still sweaty.
I did use music for the first time, but second time I did not. (Music I used first time: Chakra 7 - The purple crown: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53ATkR0WBjU&feature=related)
This is my fourth time this week doing Standing Meditation
Sitting there and this feeling of fire burned through my body It continued to get fierce And would gain speed then slow down I would continue to feel a deep trance And it felt like my eyes were flapping while my eyes were closed I felt like a vibration of my body and mind come together It felt really powerful like me being contacted by someone Trying to communicate with me in telepathy Distraction from outside broke my focus I started to focus on my breathing and then I started focusing on emptiness And before I knew it I was feeling all that I described up above I also felt like I was being put into a cannon Like squeezed in and then out of my body
Second attempt at Meditation Day 3. 12.5.09
Tried to mediate again but couldn't Tried living room but that did not work out either Tried bathroom that kind of worked For a few seconds in the back of my Skull something like a feeling of it being pushed forward Then I felt like turbulence in my body sped up? Started to get stronger Then it would drop The turbulence of vibration in my body Because different noises
I have been listening to more psychedelic/ambient music. Basically I went to see a counselor today I sat down And While I was waiting, I was listening to my electronic music through my headphones I felt like I was in a trance I was meditating through music? Anyways I got this feeling where my soul or whatever you want to call it Was pulling my soul out of my body Like when you run And you have your face pushed by the wind It felt just like that The crazy part was That feeling did not stop for sometime I also saw myself floating in the air Like Out of Body Experience? Not quite sure how or what to describe it as. This was in an office building while waiting to see a counselor This continued for probably for a few more min I couldn't stop moving I was shaking in my seat for a few seconds Before I stopped the music. My body then began to burn a bit It started from my toes and moved up to my nostrils It felt like my body was being ripped out of my physical form It would not stop until I stopped the music I also felt like I was being lit on fire
